I am tired of this ordeal. I have a feeling I am going to deal with large physical deficits the rest of my life. I am evidence that life can change dramatically in a second with no preparation. I do so want to be positive because I know that negativity isn't from God and my situation is not helped by it. I am really having a difficult time adjusting so I am just going to list facts or things I believe without trying to make sense of them.
1.). I amm alive...I giveGod credit.
2.). This is getting old...
3.). I don't want to be unaware o unsympathetic about the needs of others...I a lucky and blessed comparatively.
4.). I am changed yet I am the same JamiSue.
5.). I do miss what I used to do...
6.) I want to skip ahead to me functioning in life well...what does that look like?
7.). I want to scream "when will this be over?"
8.). I want to radiate Jesus through this all and be used by Him...I desire that this wish is authentic without pretense.
I have alo of thought but as my daddy would say...now is the time to "keep keepin on".
Lord Jesus help me not to forget my many blessings.
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