I was finally home the middle of July. Guess what. Going home doesn't mean you're ready to party. I was weak and the going home was less than desirable. First of all, I couldn't escape the knowledge that I had a newborn and couldn't take care of her the way I wanted, the trek to get to the shower seat and eventually tub , was what I called the "tunnel of doom". Mostly, I was tired and didn't care about much. I mean I couldn't cook the way I had or play the piano so in my mind coming home wasn't that great. One Sunday at church I saw the table for fantasy football...it was a sign-up. Forrest signed me up as i couldn't cocentrate very well. Finally I was excited about something for I loved college fb! Over the years I had been in many fb pools and contests. Most were college fb but alas this one was not. Undaunted I was anxious for it to begin. There was some computer navigation in order to begin the league and I found I could not do the simplest tasks. I believe I missed the draft and the first two games...fortunately forrest got me set up. I have gained strength and probably by game 5 I was checking to see the results. I would be frustrated because I knew what I wanted to do with my team I just wouldn't have the physical or mental energy to make it happen. For instance adding/dropping players, using injured reserve, etc. didn't become manageable until the season went along. I have often thought that I need to give credit to fantasy fb for much of the return of my brain power in computer or iPad navigation. Aurally, I can do it seems like everything but but lists or typing I had to relearn, gain strength, to accomplish. Today is kinda a down day but I know and have said there are blessings everywhere...so I give thanks for the blessing of fantasy fb! I'm just glad the season was long!
Ps...I did terrible but there is always next year!
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